Hiding in plain view. ((open to anyone!))

[chiron_survivor]

She didn't flee to the Nexus immediately. At first, she was just in shock. The cylons were back, except this time, they were running the government. A "coalition" government, but everyone knew what that really meant.

It didn't make sense to her. They hated humans. Why not just destroy them and be done with it?

Her boyfriend assumed it was some sort of elaborate revenge plot, or a way to salvage the aspects of humanity the cylons considered worth keeping. He wanted her to agree with him, to be red-hot about it, too, but Adia was too distracted. She kept seeing Caspar's face -- the one she thought she knew -- and comparing it with the ones she kept seeing, wherever she went.

She could tell it was bothering him, that her attention was elsewhere.

Later, in the middle of the night when she knew she wouldn't be missed by any humans, and prayed she wouldn't be missed by any cylons, she PINpointed to the Nexus.

She sat at a Nexus terminal and typed out a message for anyone to read.

The cylons are on New Caprica.

Only then did she cry.

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[chiron-survivor.livejournal.com]

It is a comfort, in some ways, to know that Caspar is getting a second chance, but a chance to do what? Slaughter humans? Subjugate them? "I just hope he's one of the good ones." She smiles weakly, but the turmoil is obvious in her eyes. "He... it wasn't good, how he died, but at least he hadn't taken anyone with him. Unlike his... clone, I guess. Another one of the same model."

[victormakesart.livejournal.com]

"...oh, gosh," she murmurs, hand sweeping her hair back, fingers gone a tad trembly, she can't imagine how hard it must have been to see him kill others. "The fact that he... that he killed himself rather than be a cylon, the fact that he'd rather die than do what he was scared that they'd do, I think that speaks to him bein' on the good side. I mean, suicide is a crummy option, always, but I think he showed you where he stands."

[chiron-survivor.livejournal.com]

"He was very scared," Adia agrees, gaze dropping, trying to will some unsavory images from her mind. "But he was scared of what the military would do to him, too. I think." She sighs heavily then and curses to herself, very softly. "I don't really know. But he didn't know he'd come back to life, so it was a very real sacrifice, whatever the reason."

Her expression hardens slightly and she adds, "His clone wasn't implanted with false memories. He knew he was a cylon when he blew himself up and part of Galactica. So I guess I knew he was going to get a new body, too."

[victormakesart.livejournal.com]

"That's horrible," she says, voice a quiet mumble, face puckered into a frown as she thinks about this. "Sounds like he's a pretty good guy. Not the explody one. The other one. I think it's natural to kinda hate him, and to be angry, and to have resentment. I think that'll just take time."

[chiron-survivor.livejournal.com]

Adia laughs weakly, but at least it's genuine this time. "I guess I should be glad the one I knew was the non-explody one. It's tempting to compare them. I mean... they're the same model. But they're still individuals."

[victormakesart.livejournal.com]

"Yeah. They're different people," she says, curving her fingers loosely around her worn oar.