Adia exhales -- sharply at first, then slow and steady, as if finally getting her bearings. "I just don't know how I'm going to deal with all this. Seeing him everywhere, I mean. But at least you get it. Nobody else I know understands... I mean, maybe my friend Maggie and some of the other people who knew Caspar from before. But even Maggie would say, 'Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me.'" She laughs softly, sad but a little mirthful. "She's say that even if he were just an ex-boyfriend and not a cylon. So."