She winces, fingers carding through her hair, catching through tangles, because Victor's hair is untamable. "I've had nightmares like that. It's really normal for feelings to be confused, and seein' him everywhere doesn't help. And it's easier said than done to compartmentalize, especially when they all look the same. And you can be sad and sympathetic and still hate him a little bit, and that's okay, to let the feelings sort themselves out."